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audrarose ([personal profile] audrarose) wrote2008-09-21 04:05 pm

FIC: Forgotten (spn, dean/castiel, PG)

I don't know what this is. I can't even call it speculation. More like 800 words of utter insanity. *desk*

Title: Forgotten
Pairing, fandom: dean/castiel, spn
Rating: PG-ish
Summary: He wants only one thing.

Notes: Honestly? I think I've been waiting three years for an excuse to do this to Dean. heh.



"The way I see it, you're in a whole world of trouble this time, Castiel."

The voice doesn't surprise him.

Or more accurately, the Voice doesn't surprise him, because of course the news had gone out immediately, spread like hellfire the very moment Dean's human lungs had taken a breath as probably half of heaven had taken flight to find him. He'd fully expected to be found eventually.

It's just the choice of vessel that's a little surprising.

Castiel hunches his own borrowed shoulders and shoves his hands deeper into the pockets of the coat he wears. He nods at the body he'd last seen staggering groggily out the door of this very shed, one arm slung across Dean's back.

"You might have picked a host he wouldn't miss."

"I was in a hurry." The Presence in Bobby's body shrugs. "And he's gone to find the brother. He won't notice this one's gone for awhile."

Castiel sighs. With a whiff of rebellion in the offing, he's probably lucky any of his colleagues took time to become corporeal at all.

"So you just couldn't wait," It says, adopting Bobby's easy drawl. "Couldn't keep that hair trigger in check just a little longer?"

"Lilith had no right to him," Castiel says, as he's been saying to anyone who will listen since the moment Dean had passed through the Hell Gate. "The deal itself was in violation."

"No one's debatin' that. But it don't change the fact that you didn't have permission to break him out." Bobby shakes his head. "Shit, boy, it would've all shook out eventually, you know that. Why couldn't you just wait on the paperwork to clear?"

"I couldn't leave him there," Castiel says, so low no one human would have been able to hear.

The smile is too thin, too sly for the open face carrying it. "Well, that's your choice, of course. But now there's hell to pay."

Castiel feels a chill. "What are they saying?" He's not sure he really wants to know.

Bobby sits back against the table, arms crossed. "That you might not get away with with flaunting the rules this time. That you might be joining your rescued exile sooner than you think. On more of... an equal footing, shall we say."

Castiel turns his face away. He won't think about that now. All things in their time.

The silence stretches and Bobby's gaze on Castiel's face is cool, considering. "You do look awful pretty, though," he says, finally. "Did it work?"

Castiel closes his eyes. "He didn't recognize me."

"Well, what did you expect? It's not like you could take him back with you, anyway, you know that." When Castiel doesn't answer, Bobby tips his head in the exact appearance of honest curiosity. "You do know that, right?"

Castiel has to swallow bitterness before he can speak. "I know."

He's known for centuries.

"So what exactly do you want?" Bobby asks.

And at that Castiel takes flight, flings himself up, through the roof and into the night, because Dean had asked him that, too.

"What do you want?"

Asked in a voice that shook, all the bravado bled out of him, and that had pushed Castiel over the edge. It had made him crowd Dean close against the wall so Dean could feel every part of this beautiful body that Castiel had chosen for him, for him, and he'd watched as Dean's eyes had gone wide and his mouth had gone firm with fear and with anger, but with nothing that could be taken for knowledge, no matter how hard Castiel stared into his eyes to find it.

As the night opens up around him he answers again, the way he answered Dean in the pathetic human voice that is utterly insufficient for the scope of what he feels.

"I want you to remember."



Part 2

[identity profile] extraonions.livejournal.com 2008-09-21 09:54 pm (UTC)(link)
omigosh *flailyjoy* YES.

(And, HI! Vessel!Bobby!)

Er, more, please?

[identity profile] audrarose.livejournal.com 2008-09-21 10:04 pm (UTC)(link)
oh, thank you, hon! probably more coming, b/c I really think Dean needs to be an angel. *koff*

[identity profile] fleshflutter.livejournal.com 2008-09-21 09:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh my goodnes, yes please! Awesome. :)

[identity profile] audrarose.livejournal.com 2008-09-21 10:10 pm (UTC)(link)
oh, hon, you're a DOLL, thank you for this! Nothing like going off-the-rails AU with a character after only 5 minutes of screen time. *g*

(Besides, I just read your dean/castiel and was like, 'well, posting mine is pointless now...' :D:D:D )

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[identity profile] aynslee.livejournal.com - 2008-09-21 22:15 (UTC) - Expand

[identity profile] missyjack.livejournal.com 2008-09-21 10:03 pm (UTC)(link)
*shivers* WonderfuL!

[identity profile] audrarose.livejournal.com 2008-09-21 11:55 pm (UTC)(link)
YAY! thank you! :D:D

[identity profile] liketheroad.livejournal.com 2008-09-21 10:05 pm (UTC)(link)
!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT THE WORLD NEEDS RIGHT NOW!!

[identity profile] audrarose.livejournal.com 2008-09-22 03:52 pm (UTC)(link)
HEEEEEE!!! I'm glad you think so! Because of course Dean's an angel! Thank you, baby!!

[identity profile] smeckles90.livejournal.com 2008-09-21 10:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Wow, very nice premise. I like the idea that Castiel somehow knew Dean from before. Thanks for this.

[identity profile] audrarose.livejournal.com 2008-09-22 03:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Glad you liked, hon, thanks! :D

[identity profile] pyroblaze18.livejournal.com 2008-09-21 10:09 pm (UTC)(link)
*blinks*

You know we're not going to let you stop there right?

I love the idea that Castiel knows Dean, and I must know more!!!!

*hugs you* Please??? *begs* *offers cake*

[identity profile] audrarose.livejournal.com 2008-09-22 04:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Cake works! :D I like the idea, too *g* so I'll definitely follow it up. Thanks, thanks, thanks, sweetie!! :D

[identity profile] aynslee.livejournal.com 2008-09-21 10:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Awesome!!! Is this the idea you mentioned in the comments somewhere, in one of the ep reviews??? I can't remember for sure bc I was so crazed. :D

It's gorgeous! I am with everyone else--I think we need MORE, so we can get the details of their time before. :D :D :D

[identity profile] audrarose.livejournal.com 2008-09-22 04:45 pm (UTC)(link)
heeeeee!! Yay, thank you so much, hon! This was totally one of those random post-ep ideas, hee!

Now I'm kind of curious about their time before myself. :D
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[identity profile] x-pixel-x.livejournal.com 2008-09-21 10:17 pm (UTC)(link)
*dances* yayayayay!
I <3 vessel!Bobby, hehe.
*pets Castiel* so pretty....

*loves*


[identity profile] audrarose.livejournal.com 2008-09-22 04:47 pm (UTC)(link)
:D:D:D Thanks, hon! and I'm glad you liked Bobby! I figured randomly introducing a completely new OC on top of making Dean an angel might be pushing it. heh.

[identity profile] dazzlebug.livejournal.com 2008-09-21 10:22 pm (UTC)(link)
HOLY. SHIZZLESTICKS.
Um YES. I love your writing! *megaflail of YAYE*
♥♥♥

[identity profile] audrarose.livejournal.com 2008-09-22 04:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Thanks so much, hon! *hugs*
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[identity profile] dangerous-47.livejournal.com 2008-09-21 10:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Gah. Oh my...

Fuck yeah. That was just damn awesome.

I totally feel sorry for him in this fic and I just totally wanna know more. What up with that? ya know?

Will there be more, or is that all? Because if you do have more, please share. XD

Brilliant fic. :) Plus, vessel!Bobby ftw. lol.

[identity profile] audrarose.livejournal.com 2008-09-22 04:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Thanks so much, hon, I'm so glad this worked for you! I'd definitely like to do more -- thanks for asking. :D:D

[identity profile] loony-moony.livejournal.com 2008-09-21 10:40 pm (UTC)(link)
OH. PLEASE TELL ME THIS IS NOT THE END OF YOUR SO CALLED "WILD SPECULATION". OH OH OH. I think I'm in love with this. :D

[identity profile] audrarose.livejournal.com 2008-09-22 10:08 pm (UTC)(link)
oh, heeeeee!!!! Thank you, hon! I've got a direction for this one, so I think I'll play some more. I very much appreciate the comment. :D:D:D:D

[identity profile] laminy.livejournal.com 2008-09-21 10:53 pm (UTC)(link)
I am so in freakin' love with Castiel right now. This is helping that a lot. This is awesome and then more awesome, and great and I loved it. I kind of need more now.

[identity profile] audrarose.livejournal.com 2008-09-22 10:23 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm so glad you liked it! More on the way. :D
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[identity profile] arabella-hope.livejournal.com 2008-09-21 11:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Oooo, this reminds me a little bit of Hancock - and I adore the thought!

[identity profile] audrarose.livejournal.com 2008-09-22 10:25 pm (UTC)(link)
I haven't seen that movie yet -- I love Will Smith, though. Definitely on my netflix list. :D And thanks!

[identity profile] ilovemybaby.livejournal.com 2008-09-21 11:23 pm (UTC)(link)
OMG, I'm loving the feel of this!! Will there be more? It'd be awesome if there was more ♥

*hugs*

[identity profile] audrarose.livejournal.com 2008-09-22 10:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Thanks for commenting! I have some ideas, so I'm thinking yes, there will be more! :D

[identity profile] wraith816.livejournal.com 2008-09-21 11:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Eeee! Oh this is wonderful! Five billionty kinds of awesome, right here.

[identity profile] audrarose.livejournal.com 2008-09-22 10:26 pm (UTC)(link)
So glad you liked! Thanks! :D
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[personal profile] tabaqui 2008-09-21 11:59 pm (UTC)(link)
Ooooooooh. Interesting twist.
:)
*bounce*

But - using Bobby!! Bad, bad entity!

[identity profile] audrarose.livejournal.com 2008-09-22 10:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Glad you liked! (and hee! it was either bobby or introduce and OC, and I figured making dean an angel was already pushing it. :D:D:D)
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[identity profile] chase-acow.livejournal.com 2008-09-22 12:11 am (UTC)(link)
Well, you hooked me! I can't wait to see how you play this out! : )

[identity profile] audrarose.livejournal.com 2008-09-22 10:32 pm (UTC)(link)
thanks! More soon, I hope! :D

[identity profile] philomel.livejournal.com 2008-09-22 12:12 am (UTC)(link)
Lovely concept! The ending made me shiver. :)

[identity profile] audrarose.livejournal.com 2008-09-22 10:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Glad you liked! Thanks! :D

[identity profile] tmelange.livejournal.com 2008-09-22 12:17 am (UTC)(link)
Wonderful. Fascinating premise. Bravo!

[identity profile] audrarose.livejournal.com 2008-09-22 10:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you! :D

[identity profile] dodificus.livejournal.com 2008-09-22 12:20 am (UTC)(link)
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! God, I want him to remember too now. And of course you MUST write that:)

[identity profile] audrarose.livejournal.com 2008-09-22 11:01 pm (UTC)(link)
*beams* thanks so much, hon! I'm having fun with this, so I'm sure I will! I appreciate the comment. :D:D

[identity profile] ladybugkay.livejournal.com 2008-09-22 12:26 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, I love this like I love chocolate and puppies and Dean.

I've been thinking for at least two years now that Dean should become an angel, because he's just got that kind of soul. So reading this makes me more than a little giddy, and I really, really hope you continue it.

Please? Pretty please with whipped cream and hot fudge sauce on top?

[identity profile] audrarose.livejournal.com 2008-09-22 11:02 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, I'm definitely in the angel!dean camp with you. I'm so glad you enjoyed this -- thanks! :D (and hee -- more for sure. Too much fun not to.*g*)

awesome!

[identity profile] catdancerz.livejournal.com 2008-09-22 12:29 am (UTC)(link)
yes...we all want dean to remember...

Re: awesome!

[identity profile] audrarose.livejournal.com 2008-09-22 11:02 pm (UTC)(link)
heee!! I'm sure he will! thanks! :D

[identity profile] bittersplendor.livejournal.com 2008-09-22 12:30 am (UTC)(link)
That was amazing, 800 words of AMAZING. Man, that idea got me excited! Moooore, please? This is too fascinating to let pass! :D

[identity profile] audrarose.livejournal.com 2008-09-22 11:04 pm (UTC)(link)
oh, yay, thanks! :D I'm so glad you enjoyed this, hon! I'm sure I'm going to write more - they're too pretty to leave alone. *g*

[identity profile] fullonswayzeed.livejournal.com 2008-09-22 01:08 am (UTC)(link)
AAAHHHH. YES! I love this interpretation. :D

[identity profile] audrarose.livejournal.com 2008-09-22 11:04 pm (UTC)(link)
thank you! I'm so glad! :D

[identity profile] cjedwards.livejournal.com 2008-09-22 01:12 am (UTC)(link)
Dean as an angel? There can be no wrong here!

[identity profile] audrarose.livejournal.com 2008-09-22 11:04 pm (UTC)(link)
I agree! Thanks! :D

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