omg (this is in answer to your comm response, too), how often does one get a wish for something relatively obscure so immediately answered, and have it be JUST WHAT YOU WOULD HAVE ASKED FOR? I just reread it, and knowing it was going to stick with UST, it ended just how it should have. It was the immediacy of my pain that led me to whinge quite so much. *g* But omg. The look. And the UP AGAINST A WALL OMG. You were trying to kill me, I know.

dsudis pointed me to frostfire_17's Calculus is Easy (http://www.livejournal.com/users/frostfire_17/25141.html), which I haven't read yet, but I trust her recs.