This story was great. I remember reading it before, but I had to read it again when I just came across it. Loved Blair's descriptions of the different levels of drunk. It made the underlying pain easier to take. Desperate sex, always nice.

Tonight they had this. And it was such a bone-deep relief to know that even after all the questions and consequences and decisions, they would still have this. Would always have this, maybe. Even if he could never take the shot.

The end was sadly beautiful.